[ it's a double-edged sword. he feels it. every hideous emotion, burning as bright as the dragon had.
but ronan? no such emptiness. he's whole. he wants, he wants, he wants but he also has. he's got adam, he's got gansey, and blue, and the phantom of a boy who he no longer recalls. he's got declan and matthew and this new strange, broken dreamer and all her dreams who long for lives of their own. ] You asked for it. [ he says, and there's a flare of spite as he grabs at the back of kavinsky's head and brings a knee up. ]
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but ronan? no such emptiness. he's whole. he wants, he wants, he wants but he also has. he's got adam, he's got gansey, and blue, and the phantom of a boy who he no longer recalls. he's got declan and matthew and this new strange, broken dreamer and all her dreams who long for lives of their own. ] You asked for it. [ he says, and there's a flare of spite as he grabs at the back of kavinsky's head and brings a knee up. ]