[ charlie's smile is at once relieved and shyly pleased, no doubt that the doctor is telling the truth, that this is the doctor. he is infinitely glad to have found him. her.
at the same time, he's terrified. if she finds out what he's done —she told him, hadn't she, not to avenge genocide with genocide. he'd been trying to save earth at the time, unable to see another way, but what if he'd been wrong? what if he'd been blinded by rage and a desire for revenge?
she'll surely hate him, if she knows. (he deserves that, he thinks. he knew he'd lose himself and everything he had if he did it, and he did it regardless.) ]
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[ charlie's smile is at once relieved and shyly pleased, no doubt that the doctor is telling the truth, that this is the doctor. he is infinitely glad to have found him. her.
at the same time, he's terrified. if she finds out what he's done —she told him, hadn't she, not to avenge genocide with genocide. he'd been trying to save earth at the time, unable to see another way, but what if he'd been wrong? what if he'd been blinded by rage and a desire for revenge?
she'll surely hate him, if she knows. (he deserves that, he thinks. he knew he'd lose himself and everything he had if he did it, and he did it regardless.) ]