( but he's not a cocky, arrogant kid and that's the fucking problem here. he's every insecurity jason has balled up into a teenager who's trying his best to be a stupid, cocky and arrogant kid. dealing with himself is worse enough, honestly. seeing it on the face of someone who could have been him once and knowing that he hasn't fallen yet but isn't fucking listening either--pisses him off.
he hates himself. but more than that, he hates how he's had every opportunity to fix things but decides not to. and this is it, right here. a second chance for another version of himself. but jason knows better than to think he'd take it either.
and it pisses him off. )
The good old days are crap. ( and he drops the front of jason's shirt, moves to grab him by the back of it instead. if he won't follow, that's fine. he can get dragged instead. ) Dick and B aren't here, which means we're stuck dealing with each other.
( not his responsibility, sure. but it sure as hell feels like it is so he'll take it on until he finds someone else he trusts with himself more than. himself. )
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he hates himself. but more than that, he hates how he's had every opportunity to fix things but decides not to. and this is it, right here. a second chance for another version of himself. but jason knows better than to think he'd take it either.
and it pisses him off. )
The good old days are crap. ( and he drops the front of jason's shirt, moves to grab him by the back of it instead. if he won't follow, that's fine. he can get dragged instead. ) Dick and B aren't here, which means we're stuck dealing with each other.
( not his responsibility, sure. but it sure as hell feels like it is so he'll take it on until he finds someone else he trusts with himself more than. himself. )