[ She's never going to be. She can't will it into existence and ignore the family that she'd left behind any more than she can allow herself to entertain the ghost of the possibility of joining her family with Ben's. Ben is gone.
Still, something in her chest insists — he wouldn't kill her. He couldn't, even if Leia had feared it. She knows that, even as she tries to work herself up to being able to do the same to him. Her vision has made it clear: as long as he's around, she runs the risk of turning. That connection calls to her. ]
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[ She's never going to be. She can't will it into existence and ignore the family that she'd left behind any more than she can allow herself to entertain the ghost of the possibility of joining her family with Ben's. Ben is gone.
Still, something in her chest insists — he wouldn't kill her. He couldn't, even if Leia had feared it. She knows that, even as she tries to work herself up to being able to do the same to him. Her vision has made it clear: as long as he's around, she runs the risk of turning. That connection calls to her. ]